Monday, 28 February 2005

My dreams tell me life's good

Took a quiz regarding my dreams. Here's the results:

On Top of the World
Congratulations! Your quiz score reveals that you feel strong, confident and in control. Maybe you recently found the love of your life, or perhaps your boss is finally rewarding you for the all the extra business you've been bringing into the office. Whatever the case, you feel secure with yourself and ready to take on any future challenges. Just remember, there are some things in life that we can never control -- so if you slip from your pedestal of power from time to time, don't be too hard on yourself.

I'm Back!

Goodness. Procrastination must be my middle name, in fact it should be my first name. Can't seem to get my work done in time, even if I have like more than a couple of days. A very good example? Take this blog. I used to be blogging almost everyday last year, but ever since sem 2 started the frequency is like diminishing like mad. Okay, new year's resolution number 1: To STOP procrastinating, starting with blogging regularly (in fact, by starting my anti-procrastination campaign with blogging is my alternative form of escapism. Why? 'Cause rationally speaking I should be putting studies before bloging, but c'mon give me some credit for starting somewhere at least.)
Time to review on what I've been doing the past 2 weeks.
Valentine's Day was kinda dull in fact. School and nothing else. No dinner with any special person or whatsoever. Okay I spent my 14th Feb looking for alphabets in pasta. Nuts? Yup. Just because I was too scared to solely make just ONE for him(which would have made my life so much easier), I chose to do a cover-up and make 1 each for everyone in the Movie Production committee. Dumbass. So the result of it was 12 hours continuous of eyes-straining, fingers-cramping handicraft. Lucky for me, my effort was appreciated. Anyway come to think of it, it wasn't that dull considering I got what I sorta wished for. Ed gave me a single stalk tulip bouquet(it wasn't the most nicely wrapped but I'm glad enough.), my favourite flower from the person I hoped for. Of course, our dear FOC Chief GL and Asst. CGL also made it a point all the female GLs got their share of the V Day love. Thanks for that! Dear Kelvin too in all his denial that his not a kai-zi, still sent me a a bouquet of yellow roses(with no knowledge that it means breaking up for couples. HaHa!). Good Friend too. In a way I expected it but what I didn't expect was it to be such a big bouquet. 12 red roses. Goodness. $45 freaking dollars. Somebody save me. Okay get a grip so far you are still safe, just keep on your guard in case his decide to make any other "attacks".
15th Feb. Movie Production screening. Went late because of Dancetitude rehearsal. Roomie was there with me luckily. Didn't feel as awkward. Thanks girl. Disappointingly peaceful for me. Someone else was in line for "sabotage" with Ed, Melody or no Melody. Sigh. Just be glad for the other little things ba. Oh and Happy Birthday to Co-Director "Big-Eyes" Kenneth.
The rest of the week was hectic, hectic! Dancetitude rehearsals all the way after lessons every day. Make-up was horrendous! I look like a demon! Like the kind you see in the chinese kungfu serials, the fox demon or whatever bad slutty character you can think of. How am I suppose to look FINE with THICK eyeliner and ORANGE eyeshadow?! Not possible. But thanks to all the little stuff performance for both nights was good! Thanks to all fellow dancers and Dancetitude comm members(although there was some screw-up here and there which I was quite fed-up with). Thanks for the support, (deep breath)Shu-Ying Jansen Leon Yanz Kelv Jieming SK Raymond Andy Shuting Liyun Jan YY Roomie Fred Leonard Marcus PeiQi Lenn CK Clarence YeeHaun. Heehee! Seriously appreciate it! Post-Dancetitude on Saturday with Craziness at Cocco-Latte. Wasn't drunk or what, but I felt I was kinda wild for my state of mind. But whatever as long as I'm having fun!
Recess week. Not much of a rest or study week AT ALL. Kayaking was on the way and DnD stuff is all crap now. Flared up during meetin on monday(21/2). Couldn't stand the way the comm was working. Can't trust my comm members to work. How am I supposed to feel motivated? Crap. I admit I was kinda throwing a tantrum myself but forgive me but it's ben bottling up for quite a while. No offence to the heads, but I just can't trust you guys to handle the people. Probably gonna get the DnD venue issue outta the way by tomorrow and do my part of in the committee for my portfolio.
Seems like that night I wasn't the only depressed person after meeting. Ed didn't feel too good either. Had a short msn chat then he asked to not chat through net. I thought he meant to end the conversation but instead he actually meant to meet up and talk. So we met and talked. Wasn't in a too fantastic mood, even meeting Ed couldn't cheer me up enough for a smile. A very personal chat but also a very sad one. A very long one too. We met late at 3 4plus, until early morning 6plus when the birds started to chirp and the sky brighten up. A very beautiful moment. Feels good he actually approached me to chat or simply to lend a listening ear. Cheer up, dude.
Thursday(24/2). Kayaking expedition. Kayaked with Leon. Goodness! He's such a slacker! Okay, he was just trying to play around. Took care of me quite well, getting me to hydrate myself and the little stuff. Got terribly burnt. Didn't realise the burn until I about dinnertime. Had a personal time with Leon throughout the day. Felt close and a possibility of being with him. But I guess he might be taking it as just taking care of a little sister. But thanks for the concern still. Some people thought we were an item but I really don't know, probably it needs more time.
The next day when I was at SK and Jieming's room doing CH1010 project, just before I left Jieming asked me if Leon was after me. I said no but in fact I too don't know the answer and probably waiting for it too.
Met the 4/1 gang for lunch for Liyun's birthday on Saturday. Simple lunch at Suntec Fish & Co. with small talk. Went for Jan's NUS Choir concert that night. Did great, girl. Thought I wouldn't really enjoy it, but I actually did. All the best for your upcoming competition.
Came back to campus on Sunday. Sis drove me back. Correction. Adrian(Sis's boyfriend) was the one driving. She suddenly asked about the photos in my screensaver. Suddenly we were on the topic of getting attached. I wished too but sorry sis, not that I don't want but that the person is just not there yet. Not sad about it just something not within my control. Let it be ba.
Anyway now I should be concentrate on my quiz later. Haha! Blogging for the past hour, okok time to end this entry. Adios!

Monday, 14 February 2005

Happy Valentine's 2005

A very long time lapse since my last entry. My excuse? Tired. My argument for it? Dance. In fact it's quite a valid reason, so much so that I can't agree with it being an excuse. Crap. Whatever the case this week is the crunch. In less than a week I'll be up on the humungus stage in the Nanyang Auditorium, to a uncertain crowd of audience. I've got nothing more to say about it but for my hardwork to pay off with a huge sense of satisfaction after the 18th and 19th.
Last night(technically it's this morning), got home only at 4 plus. Shouldn't be too proud of it considering the fact that I'm leaving in an Asian country and that I'm only 19-plus-going-on-20 and more importantly FEMALE. Sadly I didn't feel remorseful about not having informed my parents about the late night. Why? I was recording the voice for movie production film. It's pretty obvious by now(if you've been reading the earlier entries) why I'm not remorseful. I'm making life happier, taking a step to another phase of my life. Romance. Sigh. Maybe it's only my wishful thinking but he said he enjoyed the times during the filming. Hopefully I had a part to contribute to that. Anyway really have to thank Joshua(Wilfred's friend, part of the sound and audio company HOMEstudio) for helping us out. It's definitely a substandard production as compared to other projects he did, but he still seemed very helpful and friendly. Thanks again.
This afternoon learnt to wrap flowers. Actually i kind of learnt it before but never really tried it. Quite proud of myself for the commendable effort. *Applause* but probably my colour co-ordination still sucks big time. Oops, shouldn't be saying such things during new year period.
OK time to get back to studying. Material Science.

Oh. Happy Valentine's everyone.

Sunday, 6 February 2005

PRIDE my greatest downfall

You scored as Pride.

Pride

81%

Wrath

75%

Sloth

63%

Envy

50%

Gluttony

44%

Greed

38%

Lust

25%

Seven deadly sins
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Thursday, 3 February 2005

I'm Summer!


You scored as Summer. You are SUMMER. Life is to be -lived-.. dance, sing, and make merry. Adversity is simply something to overcome. You embrace life with both arms, not only because you love it, but to squeeze out of it all that you can.

Summer

80%

Fall

75%

Winter

55%

Spring

50%

What Season Are You?
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I'm a Hairspray Musical!


You scored as Hairspray. You are HAIRSPRAY! You believe in equality for all, and want to prove to the world that you can do anything that anyone else can, if not better than them. You might not find yourself to be the most beautiful person ever, but you are happy with who you are and work with what you have got. Everyone in life needs to have someone to love.

Your song: Without Love
Your color: Blue

Hairspray

75%

Little Shop of Horrors

63%

Rent

56%

Phantom of the Opera

50%

Avenue Q

44%

Wicked

38%

Which musical are you?
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I'm a Severus Snape!

You scored as Severus Snape. You have a very dark exterior, which makes others automatically form negative opinions on you. But those who have truly gotten to know you know that you're an astounding person that has been through certain life-altering events that make you so unique. You never wear your feelings on your sleeve, making you very secretive. You can be unfair because you hold strong grudges and may love revenge a little too much. You're mysterious and even somewhat misunderstood. But that's why you're such an interesting person.

Oliver Wood

78%

Severus Snape

78%

Ron Weasley

75%

Bellatrix Lestrange

72%

Harry Potter

69%

Percy Weasley

66%

Luna Lovegood

63%

Draco Malfoy

63%

Lord Voldemort

63%

Sirius Black

63%

Hermione Granger

56%

Neville Longbottom

56%

Albus Dumbledore

50%

Remus Lupin

41%

Harry Potter Character Combatibility Test
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I'm a Frodo Baggins!


You scored as Frodo. You're Frodo Baggins! Frodo is a somewhat timid hobbit of the Shire, but he sets out on a dangerous journey to save Middle Earth, though the quest will change his life forever. Frodo is a selfless being, and his loyal friends will help him through his hardships.
"We set out to save the Shire, Sam, and it has been saved... but not for me."

Frodo

81%

Eowyn

81%

Arwen

75%

Pippin

63%

Samwise

63%

Gandalf

56%

Faramir

56%

Aragorn

50%

Gollum

44%

Which LOTR character are you?
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