I'm in the final lap of my ardous journey. The mix of feelings is just overwhelming.
EXCITED, then WORRIED. WORRIED, then CONFUSED. CONFUSED, then RESIGNED.
Guess resigned is the best word now. There's no turning back, all that's left is to be optimistic and grow the sense of adventure which was lost in the midst of the last 2 years.
Someone asked me a thought-provoking question yesterday: "Was it more of a push or pull factor?" I got stucked for a moment. The offer wasn't bad one, but it hinged on its potential. Nonetheless, the decision has been made. So let's just all cross our fingers for my future happiness :P