Late in the night, feel like sleeping but don't want to. It's a case of my body and mind in conflict again. But as usual my mind rules over my suffering body. My face is now covered with pimple cream, whether it works or not is a big mystery, but for the sake of giving myself the excuse of "Yes, I tried salvaging my rotting face", I'll still use it. I'm looking forward to later. Go for my job briefing which equates to money. Go out with my dear which equates to nice lovey-dovey moments (Please try not to puke, jan.) and stress relief.
Need to get him a pair of nice leather shoes. But he probably wouldn't let me pay for them. Ego. MCP thinking. But I'm not complaining, I get driven home for that reason. Suits me. Haha. Talked about him wanting an euphonium (not sure how it's spelt but I think it should be right), slipped my tongue. I wasn't supposed to let him know I have the intention to get it, 'cause I need him to show him which particular model or brand he liked. Darn my big mouth. I bet he'll get suspicious next time I ask him to show me the one he likes, 'cause he already warned me just now not to get it. His reason being that it's too expensive. A good euphonium can well cost a few Ks. Probably that's the reason why he never really got it. Initially wanted to get him a new snooker cue after he broke his during IHG. He was pretty upset, especially after they lost. Sigh. But once again it was a matter of me not knowing how to judge a good cue. Need help!!! Anyone!!! But before I seek help I guess I should work harder on my "Save the Leon" fund. No funding, no surprise. Simple task, just eat less lor, I need to slim down anyway, growing horizontally already.
Come to think of it, my life has pretty much been revolving around him ever since we got together. Is this healthy? Doesn't right? But put it in a good way, it's been more than a year, I guess at least it proves the relationship is still going strong and likely to stay this way. But something he said struck me just now. When I asked if his family liked me, he said his sis kinda expressed she does as she found me more independent and less sticky. Does that mean independent ladies are more appealing in a general sense? Or could it be just a individual sentiment? I was told a while ago by JM that I shouldn't be too clingy, as he feels space should be given. I agree but sometimes I just unwittingly stick to him. I'll work on that. Anyone with any opinions on that please tag or leave me a note. Getting tired. Going to sleep. Nite~.
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