Not a good day.

Things didn't really turn out as well as I thought for me today. It's nothing bad, just that I had hoped for it to be better.

Woke up early in the morning to meet my dear at the airport to send a friend off to US. For me, I didn't think too much of the trip since it was for Work & Travel so they'll be back in 2 months' time. I probably would have thought "no big deal" and asked my friends not to bother sending me off. Sour grapes some might say, but I just I'm feeling so 'cause I'm not exactly on the best of terms with these friends who are going off. In fact I had constantly felt a vibe from one of them, a vibe that didn't feel too positive. It's like our acquaintance was just for convenience and to 应酬 only. Whatever. In any case, I felt entirely out of place being there. It's as if I was just a tag-along, being a 跟屁虫. That was the start of the bad day.

Lunch was fine, although again I felt left out but at least I still had my dear's company and attention. Afternoon was aimless, but still it was okay, other than I being very tired for some odd reasons. Slept until 11 in the morning, probably not used to sleeping at 2am. Got to his place for a rest after walking around Parkway.

Thought that dinner would be a good time to spend with him together. Have a simple dinner and chat over coffee, before heading back his place for soccer. Didn't happen. To avoid being too troublesome, I was sent home after dinner and coffee with his family. So now I'm sitting at home feeling sorry for myself, which I know I shouldn't be. I guess I was unhappy for the fact that I was made to feel guilty for making him feel guilty. It wasn't the 1st time that has happened but this time round I just felt worse. Probably was the bad day to start with.