Useless

It's one of those days where I feel totally lousy about myself. Everything seems to be going the wrong way I intended for it to.

Feeling lost and aimless.

Doing all the wrong things and to the wrong people.

Not being able to do something to salvage a situation.

Well, basically I just feel very rot. There's no particular reason or incident that brought about this. It's just one of those very blue days I feel pretty frequently these past few months. Sometimes it gets so bad I just can't hold back the tears. Find myself crying for what seems like no apparent reason. Wrap myself under my blankie and just isolate myself. The difference now being I am already alone, so I am already isolate without the blanket-wrapping. It's such a loser thing to do, getting consumed by my own incapability. I know it yet I still do it. Such a complete idiot.