After thinking hard and long on why I'm so dissatisfied with what I'm doing, it suddenly dawned upon me that it could have been my control freak nature which is the cause. Day in day out I'm under the control of a system that dictates my every path and decision. So what if I helped "fulfilled" a requirement? I hardly feel the "fulfillment" as it wasn't even my decision to push it through. My customers decide what they want, my bosses decide if they can want it. Me? I'm just a messenger, articulating their needs into words.
Goodness, to think it took me so long to realise. What a dumbass.
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