Self-doubt was/is the worst of them all. Questioning my readiness, capabilities physically and mentally. These became part and parcel of my daily worry list. The reluctance to engage showed my lack of mind over body. Succumbing to my urges showed my lack of discipline. I knew I would blame myself if anything wrong (heaven forbid please) were to happen. As lost as a castaway, there is really no expecting what's to come and where to go.
Thank goodness for the shoulders I could lean on. Thank you for the love. These keep me sane and carry on riding along.
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