Although it seems as if I'm the only person visiting my own blog, I'll still try my best to keep it alive. Disclaimer: I didn't promised lively. Just alive. Anyway this entry's like a will in some sense, just in case I literally got killed by my exams which is like exactly a week after. No surprise on the fatalities after having gone through 2 years and bao-ing 3 modules already. Sigh. Don't remind me. I'm listening to [Superman] by Green Day. Totally don't relate to the song 'cause I feel like a worm now, considering the state of my revision. In case I do not make it (probably 'cause I vomitted excessive blood over the horrendous exam questions), here's a list of people I'll always remember:
My family, which includes my mummy, daddy and self-centered, irritating and calculative sister, for being with me whether I was doing well or totally disappointed with myself. How matter irritating my sister can get, she still the one that "feeds" me every month. (I was referring to my allowance, in case you still didn't get it. Duh.) Parents may be naggy but sit down and think about it before you start complaining. Recently my daddy has been indirectly telling me what I should NOT do. He was referring to a specific THING I should NOT do. This topic was triggered by my year-end trip to Malaysia with my boy-boy. I guess I don't need to spell it out, we're all knowledgeable people. True, it's sound advice 'cause I'll be the one on the losing side. So how matter much it irritates me that he's repeating it again and again, I'll always curb my urge to shut him up with an I-know-what-to-do tone.
Another person will be my darling piggy. Not referring to the big dirty stuffed piglet sitting in my hostel room. My boy-boy who's always so sweet and wonderful. I'll avoid going into mushy details. I know how it feels to listen or see these kinda mushy, sweet nothings from another couple, the feeling is like eWwWW!!! and Stop it! Haha. I've still got the surprise to give. I can't wait myself!
Another group of people I'll like to specially single out are my long-lost friends. Not just the ordinary friends here, but friends I confided in and have since lost the feel. Doesn't mean we don't keep in contact anymore, but just that it seems like a different friend from before. We no longer share hours doing useless gossiping and bitching, wasting time on the now outdated mIRC, walking round far east with no particular aim, playing basketball every week till my ball was totally worn-out. I can go on and on but I think you get the picture. It's a sad thing but I miss my friends. My "lost" friends. When I feel like complaining and bitching, I don't want to always have to turn to my boy-boy. How come my life can't be like in TV commercials, where friends are always there anytime anywhere, happy or sad. As I quote from a friend's MSN nick, 'Enuff said.
To my friends who I currently know, take care. Most of you should be having exams or at least preparing for them. Hang on! It'll soon be over. Hopefully after that we can put aside some time and search for the "lost" self that some friends out there (like me) are looking for.
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