Princess treatment!

Damn. Procrastination's catching up on me again. Blogging has return to its once-a-week event status. Let's try harder this week k, girl? Sigh.
Anyway finally the tummy isn't hurting as bad or as frequent. Been getting tummyaches since last friday. Don't know if it was something I ate or what. Whatever the case went to see a doctor this afternoon, so hopefully the medicine works.
Last week. Ups and downs again. Tears and laughter. He went to do something kind of silly. Approached good friend and asked about Ed. Asked what you said? Silly is the only way to describe. He asked if Ed liked me. I was absolutely in shock when i knew what he did. Anyway before he got his reply from good friend and Ed, he talked to me about the matter. Of course it got me all confused AGAIN. It's like why he can't trust me enough to believe it was only a crush. Sigh. But he said something I couldn't not agree with, that trust isn't built just like that but over time like when we actually have been together for months. I'm guilty of the doubt in me. It's evident to myself from what I feel when I see him with some people. But of course when he found out the answer from Ed which is of course negative, things just seemed to fall back in place. I guess this is just one of the many obstacles prepared for us in the "probation period" I set for the both of us. It gives us that extra bit more confidence in US. Makes me cherish his presence even more, knowing than he care THIS much to do such a silly thing. SiLLy boy. My silly boy. And of course thank you Ed. Thank you for being the friend that I never expected to be there. Thank you for appearing to help me hold my dream back up together.
Enough of the emotional stuff. Went to do negotiation for the DnD venue at Rasa Sentosa on friday(Yup, that's when the tummyache started). Not a bad negotiation. However I figured we can never be satisfied with their offer so we're just gonna squeeze everything out of them. *Evil laughter* The best part of the day was going for the ADIDAS sale! Woah! For $90 I got 2 tops, 1 skirt and a pair of shoes! together with FREE water bottles! Haha! But I felt so bad going without Leon('cause I knew he very much wanted to go but couldn't due to GE project discussion). Bought him a tank top which didn't exactly make me feel much better 'cause during the DnD meeting his face was like so 'black'. Suspected that it was because I of me. First I went to the sale without him and missed my lessons to go. Then I didn't even come back to have dinner with him. Guilty. Luckily after that he sms-ed to say it was not really my fault, but largely because the whole day didn't go well for him and he was just a bit angry I wasn't there for him. But the expression on his face when I showed him the top just brightens up my day. Smile k, little boy? *wink wink*
Had a tri-comm retreat(JCRC-FOC-DnD) on Saturday. Fun but the tummyache was too much for me to take after lunch. Went back to my room, Leon was with me. Was in so much pain I couldn't even try any harder to not show it 'cause he looked so worried about me. He tucked me in bed and made sure I slept before he left. Felt good about it emotionally. Like a little princess. To have a guardian angel looking after me. Felt so much better that evening I went simply bonkers during the steamboat dinner, as if I was high from eating or some reasons. Had my share of fun, which is good with all the stress living in hall.
Today although he couldn't physically be there to take care of me, he continually got people to check on me and made sure I was fine. Didn't want him to find out but I guess I just can't hide from his watchful eyes. Bleahz. Feels good to be pampered.