Dawned upon myself today that I'm really ill-prepared to compete in the working world. Found out that one of my colleagues did 9As in 'O' levels, another one is a Masters degree holder, while another one just finished his thesis and is getting his PhD this July. And they are working at a place where I feel is so ordinary. It's not like big names that everyone will know. Maybe I'm wrong but I had the impression they'll probably could have aimed higher.
If such high flyers are working in these average companies, then where are average people like us going to end up in? It's a horrible revelation to me. Or it is that the average nowadays are such people? Have I degraded to a below average chap? Suddenly I felt kinda lost and very worried about how my future will turn out. I'm not skilled with people like my sis is so management or business related line isn't really going to work for me just yet.
Here I am stuck as an engineer when I graduate, but although I hate to say it I'm not cut out for it yet. I'm just not ready.
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