Been away at camp for the whole of this week. Came back to hall on Sunday just like I would when I was staying in hall, just that now I'm bunking in Leon's room, instead of a room of my own.
That aside first time being a programmer, doing all the behine-the-scene jobs of the FOC. Considering I've always been in the front as a GL or SA, it's still a pretty fresh experience and pretty pleasant change. A greater appreciation to the running of FOC and tolerance to the restrictions they impose.
Other than the positive factors, I can't help but feel pretty isolated in the whole process. Of the final year, I'm the only female around. Pretty sian. Apart from programmer duties, I'm basically tagging along the DnD PCs when they did their interviews and rehearsals. So useless and gen pi chong. Felt so detached from the whole process, as if I'm just being there to make up the numbers. Sadly, to some extent I can't wait to end this whole thing somehow so I can just get home and get back to my isolation chamber. So many things just pisses me off, can't wait for it to just end.
Time to get back to camp, closing ceremony is in less than half hour. Soon it'll be over and I'll be back.
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