A rainy day. The mood was kind of funny in the afternoon. Maybe 'cause both of us felt unnatural. Maybe like the director said it's because we don't have a mutual liking towards each other. Sigh. I wish it isn't true. But it felt so much better after that. He was like blockhead that's for sure! Felt like good friends, but I don't want to just be good friends, it hurts to say that. He held my hand, hugged me and even looked into my eyes. If only I could certainly tell myself Yes, it's because we are in love with each other, not because we are Melody and Keith. Sigh.
Anyway this blog is seriously getting very personal. Too many secrets. I need to conceal it further. Until I'm ready to show him everything that's been up here so far. The diary speaks for itself, I needn't say a word at all to express my thoughts. In the meantime, just pray the diary stays private. First thing: remove the blog address from ICQ.
Schools starting in less than 8 hours, it's time I get some decent rest. Goodnight, fairy god-daddy, bless your little angel who's watching over you every step of your way. Keep the cheerfulness, 'cause it brightens my day too. It truly does.
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