Happy Sha La La

Goodness! My GE exam is tomorrow and I'm only 1 out of 12 lectures prepared for it! *Panic* Luckily I can still kind of remember what I learnt in lectures. But the problem is I didn't go for the last few and I don't know what I missed! I need a miracle! (So what the hell am I still here blogging?)
Probably the reason is that the day began on a happy note. He finally msn me after so many days. After I kind of scolded him. An agonizing few days. I felt funny during filming on saturday felt weird. I didn't know if he was truly happy that day or simply hiding as I told him to. It didn't feel right somehow. For the past 2 days especially, I came back from dance hoping to get a msn message from him. Asking about how practice was, how I felt. No message. I waited every night without fail till he logs off before I do. Even that I somehow instinctively left the laptop on, hoping for a message in the morning. Today I got my wish. The wait paid off, so has the hardwork by my dear laptop. Now I feel the need to secure my laptop. Password required. Too many secrets.
Yesterday night was hellish. Not as in totally but not the best of it. Physically, I sucked during cheerleading practice. What ever happened to the wonderful liberty I had on my first few attempts? Damn. Basket toss was terrible too. Kicked my main base in the face and hitted myself on the back of my head. Ouch. The tangyuan supper was all a joke with me being "obsessed" with Jieming. C'mon guys if I was I wouldn't wait till now. But the worse was when Jean asked about the msn nicks. Fancy asking Lime about who he was referring to in the nick. Goodness. I can't confirm but I felt funny. The arrow was back at me. Darn.
Whatever it is, let's concentrate on tomorrow's exam first. Air Quality Management. Duh. Why the hell did I choose that? But I've gotta admit parts of it are relatively interesting. Good luck to myself! And to you, the one who took my breath away and sends my heart pounding. You'll be fine, don't be confused. You'll find your way soon.