Finally, OrchardJam is over. My 1st public performance. Glad that all the practices are over for now and that we had a relatively good response. Support from my dear sister and jan-jan was absolutely great. Just that I wasn't exactly most happy. Why? 'Cause he didn't turn up. Why is it bothering me so much? Let it go girl. Like jan-jan said, either you let it out and just simply go for it or simply stop wasting more time waiting and speculating. Yesterday's conversation was absolutely coonfusing for me. I didn't know whether to be happy that he bothered or to be sad and worried that he thinks I like another. Worse still if he is actually helping a friend as jan-jan speculates. But it's really too much a coincidence that I suspect a conspiracy. Mind-boggling. I guess my final decision is to wait until we know each other longer before I actually try something daring.
Anyway thanks to jan-jan who bothered to come and support me. It meant a lot to me. Especially when he didn't come at all on both days.
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