Star Gazing

I can't believe what I said to him today. I kinda lost my temper at him. I knew I shouldn't have but I felt I needed to wake him up. Get him out of his miserable shell. He failed a module and felt terrible about it. I can empathize with that. But to say "I suck" to yourself? Where's the pride and dignity? Is this my threshold? The point that tells me I can't survive with him in my life? That he is too much for me to handle? I don't know. I 'll probably drown myself in the stars tonight.